no one falls faster than me

Building your lenses Digging your trenches Put me on the front line Leave me with a dumb mind With no defenses But your defense is If you can’t stand to feel the pain then you are senseless Since this, I’ve grown up some Different kinda fighter And when the darkness come, let it inside you…

half a history

I started out this father’s day with a bit of an angry tone. Time doesn’t quell the anguish knowing you were conceived, but not chosen. I feel like I’m missing half a history, god, I don’t even know if cancer runs in my family. I couldn’t tell you where I got jawline, my smile, my…

what it really means

Have you ever had a dream that is so vivid that when you wake up, you view the people involved differently? It’s so bizarre… and it’s been happening to me nightly. Maybe it’s just that so many things in my life feel like they’re on sinking sand… moving soon, free lance jobs (never knowing where…

puppy love.

I think I’ve probably addressed this before, but it’s so relevant to me, I’m going to do it again. Puppy love. Not the kind involving less than 20 year olds and hormonal based feeling and clumsy arms tangled in clumsy arms… I’m talking the kind that wakes you up with a warm left side, showers…

flying is impossible when you’re weighed down with baggage.

Airlines have the right idea. I’m talking baggage. Everyone has it. You’ve gotta travel with the things that provide you comfort, happiness, and a way to pass the time. Let’s call that “good baggage”. It’s needed, and nice, and not too heavy, and equipped with special straps and buckles that distributes the weight nice and…